My face is painted
Shades of purple and grey
All done up
Just for you
A waste of twenty minutes
For I am not
Welcome by your side
A shower and some tears
Twirling around my toes
Mascara stains the floor
Its all been washed away
With my belief in you
My belief in us
I thought we understood each other
I thought
That you would never
Ever reduce me to nothing
To tears so sour
Visiting the Pond with Papa by tie-up-my-hands, literature
Literature
Visiting the Pond with Papa
Papa..
I have searched for the one memory of you that makes me smile the most and that I want to be the way that I will always remember you. I want to be able to pinpoint the exact happiest time that I have had with you and hold onto that thought for as long as possible... but I cant pinpoint it and I cant hold onto just one thought. with every thought that crosses my mind, five more show up and the cycle is never ending.
I can close my eyes and be at the pond with you and Jens.. feeding the ducks and being afraid to get close enough to one so that I could actually feed it. I can hear you tell me that they wont bite and t
I think back
To my empty eyes
And I feel that way
Now
I am not meant to
Feel empty
I am not meant to
Question us
Not like this
This is supposed to last
Forever
But as I .
Lay on the floor
In my best friends bathroom
I think of you
And I think
I am over you
Please Hold me Tonight by tie-up-my-hands, literature
Literature
Please Hold me Tonight
I have waited for you
For a guy to respect me
And treat me like a human
You did that
For just under two months
Then gave up
Stopped caring
Turned your back to me
Fuck you..
Holding my hand
Is too much
Telling me I am beautiful
Is too much
The simple things in life
Are all too much
Fuck you..
I just want to be held
I just want to be desired
I just want things to be how they were
Everything I ask of you is a waste
You would deny me a breath of air
If it came to my needing to ask
And all I want
Is to be held
For just this one last night
Turning the Other Cheek by tie-up-my-hands, literature
Literature
Turning the Other Cheek
I see you two together
I pretend I dont care
I can hear your laughter
the inhalation of smoke
the plans for the deal
and I am not there with you
not next to him
I hide my jealousy
it is bursting at the seams
you ask if I mind
I lie
I am getting what I deserve
I have done this to you
and now you are simply
returning the favor
a joke about the cabin
tears filling my eyes
I turn my head and look away
I wipe my eyes
before you can see
I will hide like this forever
continually wiping my face
constantly turning the other cheek
i dont want
to see you
hear you
or know that you exist
i could care less
this caller id
is useless
when your number
is blocked
why wont you leave me alone?
these tears are for nothing
i fucking hate you......
your hair
your eyes
your back
but, nevermind you.
i fucking hate me.
I have laid
in your arms
these past two nights
I have turned my head to the left
to peek a glance
at your sleeping face
I have heard
the passion in your voice
when you tell me I am beautiful
I have felt you
lean over and kiss my shoulder
while I was pretending to be asleep
I wonder if we are meant to be
if the world is pushing us together,
showing us how our lives should be
spent with each other
we have become so close,
yet people keep us apart;
circumstances keep us apart
and even with the roadblocks ahead of us,
when I wake up in the morning,
I am content
My face is painted
Shades of purple and grey
All done up
Just for you
A waste of twenty minutes
For I am not
Welcome by your side
A shower and some tears
Twirling around my toes
Mascara stains the floor
Its all been washed away
With my belief in you
My belief in us
I thought we understood each other
I thought
That you would never
Ever reduce me to nothing
To tears so sour
Visiting the Pond with Papa by tie-up-my-hands, literature
Literature
Visiting the Pond with Papa
Papa..
I have searched for the one memory of you that makes me smile the most and that I want to be the way that I will always remember you. I want to be able to pinpoint the exact happiest time that I have had with you and hold onto that thought for as long as possible... but I cant pinpoint it and I cant hold onto just one thought. with every thought that crosses my mind, five more show up and the cycle is never ending.
I can close my eyes and be at the pond with you and Jens.. feeding the ducks and being afraid to get close enough to one so that I could actually feed it. I can hear you tell me that they wont bite and t
I think back
To my empty eyes
And I feel that way
Now
I am not meant to
Feel empty
I am not meant to
Question us
Not like this
This is supposed to last
Forever
But as I .
Lay on the floor
In my best friends bathroom
I think of you
And I think
I am over you
Please Hold me Tonight by tie-up-my-hands, literature
Literature
Please Hold me Tonight
I have waited for you
For a guy to respect me
And treat me like a human
You did that
For just under two months
Then gave up
Stopped caring
Turned your back to me
Fuck you..
Holding my hand
Is too much
Telling me I am beautiful
Is too much
The simple things in life
Are all too much
Fuck you..
I just want to be held
I just want to be desired
I just want things to be how they were
Everything I ask of you is a waste
You would deny me a breath of air
If it came to my needing to ask
And all I want
Is to be held
For just this one last night
Turning the Other Cheek by tie-up-my-hands, literature
Literature
Turning the Other Cheek
I see you two together
I pretend I dont care
I can hear your laughter
the inhalation of smoke
the plans for the deal
and I am not there with you
not next to him
I hide my jealousy
it is bursting at the seams
you ask if I mind
I lie
I am getting what I deserve
I have done this to you
and now you are simply
returning the favor
a joke about the cabin
tears filling my eyes
I turn my head and look away
I wipe my eyes
before you can see
I will hide like this forever
continually wiping my face
constantly turning the other cheek
i dont want
to see you
hear you
or know that you exist
i could care less
this caller id
is useless
when your number
is blocked
why wont you leave me alone?
these tears are for nothing
i fucking hate you......
your hair
your eyes
your back
but, nevermind you.
i fucking hate me.
I have laid
in your arms
these past two nights
I have turned my head to the left
to peek a glance
at your sleeping face
I have heard
the passion in your voice
when you tell me I am beautiful
I have felt you
lean over and kiss my shoulder
while I was pretending to be asleep
I wonder if we are meant to be
if the world is pushing us together,
showing us how our lives should be
spent with each other
we have become so close,
yet people keep us apart;
circumstances keep us apart
and even with the roadblocks ahead of us,
when I wake up in the morning,
I am content